March 30, 2009 at 12:00 pm (anything goes)

I’m targeting to hit these places within the year, even if it means going alone :p, nah, of course not, would be better with my favorite  people…

Bantayan Island, Cebu

I”m just anxious to have my feet in the shores of Bantayan, I’m not really a beach buddy, but I’m a lover of picturesque view of the beach and the sunset…
Everybody seems to come here, might as well join the flare and have fun, I have a few invites though, I’m just looking for the right schedule, maybe even better going here with the special one…

Lucban, Quezon
It’s been ages since I’ve been here, and this Kamay ni Hesus is what I’m looking forward to see…if ever I’ll have the chance to visit Lucena again, I’ll definitely stop over here…

Leslie’s Tagaytay
I’ve heard so much about this place and been wanting to come, my friends are dishing up to set a trip here, and I hope one of these days, we’ll come here too…
I’ll prefer going here than pursuing a trip to HK and Macau, why, hahaha jobhunt agenda… I’m overly excited to do walk-ins, and it will be very possible to stop by at KL too :p

I’m daydreaming today, too lazy to come to work and been wanting to stay at home all day and sleep….and I did it 🙂


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March 29, 2009 at 5:41 pm (Uncategorized)

In the past few months we’ve not been in touched, we’re under one roof, sleeping in one room, sharing the same bed yet the distance is there…

You’ve come to grow up so fast, but I don’t like what’s happening, you know for a fact that I disapprove all what you’ve been up to lately…

I hate it when you snapped at us, I hate it when you come home in the late hours of the night, I hate it when you don’t respond to my texts and calls, I hate you being away from us…

I miss you, though I have been cold as ice to you, I know that you knew that I only care, since we’re young I dreaded any one of you getting into something bad…

I’m just here praying for you to realize some things, to go back to what is right, I will always disapprove you’re wrong doings, but what can I do, you’re still my little sister and I’m ate… I love you and I will always do….

I’m looking forward to shopping and strolling again with you in the mall and stopping by our favorite DQ… 🙂

Happy Birthday Hazel…

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March 24, 2009 at 12:48 pm (anything goes)


(a little bored today…bummer ^_^)

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March 20, 2009 at 6:23 pm (Uncategorized)

Now this postsecret picture really hit me…

As of this moment, I really believed I have sucked up all the stress that I can possibly get, I have these terribly and awfully huge eyebags, terrible skin, unstable weight and I do believe I no longer look my age…

Work has been eating me up, specially the pressure, and building up the passion…Regardless of feeling ugly and demotivated, I still feel the need of doing this, I can always ran away, I can always find another one, good thing I knew myself very well, and I am not just someone who will left anything unfinished or will go off from any commitments.

Most of the time I feel stressed and restless…but I still manage to laugh and smile, that means I’m still fine, I think I will get to my finish line….I believe I am loved by certain people and that’s enough for me to know that I am needed, work is not my only world, I got my family, my friends and him….and such gives me the picture of where I need to be…


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March 20, 2009 at 6:02 pm (Uncategorized)


I don’t recall the last time I cried, the last time I shed a tear…

I feel so indifferent whenever I see myself unmoved with certain emotions that will result to crying…

I always knew that I am strong, and crying will do no good at all, I always believe no one will ever hurt me and no one will ever dare make me cry, but still I regard the thought that I am only human, I am vulnerable, and at some point I know I’ll get hurt, but how will I handle such?…there goes the big question…

I think this is just one crazy thought and senseless blog of mine though…we’ll I just want to say I really have not been able to cry for quite sometime 🙂

Am I that strong or am I being emotionless and way too nonchallant and numb?…hmmm, one thing I’m sure of is that, since I don’t want myself crying and getting hurt, then I will be at my utmost best not to make any soul cry nor get hurt too…

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March 20, 2009 at 5:48 pm (thoughts)

In my past few blogs, I have always mentioned that I do not know what am I going to do in the next three or so years…I came to the point of being quite alarmed, but recently I have realized that there’s no point of worrying, especially knowing that it won’t amount to anything in the end….

I think and I’m positive enough that something beautiful awaits me, I wholeheardtedly believe that I will have my pot of gold in the end of my rainbow…

I’m armed enough to push through, I have myself and my dear ones to motivate me to look forward, for I know in my heart that someday, I’m gonna find my place under the sun….and that’s the beauty of it…

carpe diem!!!


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March 17, 2009 at 5:05 pm (thoughts)

View this montage created at One True Media
great luvin

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March 16, 2009 at 2:10 pm (anything goes)

nuff nuff nuff 🙂 ….

this time I’ve had enough of my work whining, I better stop before it eats my guts and mind….yes, I’m fed up and yes, it’s about time to let it all sink in me, perhaps I’m still one lucky kid to belong to the labor force, earning on a fixed basis, so I guess all I have to do is to contain myself…must count the blessings, make the most of my foundation in SAP to better prepare myself outside…

I think I am still blessed, I have three certifications, I have all the access to study and I have all the resources to from now on, while waiting for my EOC, I will work hard, not for anybody else but for myself…

Thanks for the people who endlessly supported and convinced me to get through it, thanks Kuya Ed, I’ll be with you till March! (but still, I think you are stupid though ahahahaha)


(my certificates for E2E)


(my RSA: my key to SAP)


(endless work, bring it on :p)

Must say byebye to the little bratty whiny working me…..

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darn complacent…

March 9, 2009 at 3:16 am (thoughts)

March 7, 2010! Come to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
I kinda feel like a prisoner, doing a countdown as to when I can go out and be free…Since I had my employment contract extended for 10 months, I have to wait for March 7 of next year to leave…

Days have been tough, and getting tougher each day, it’s hard to work knowing you don’t have 100% willingness and passion…

SAP has been great, but I don’t have my heart for it yet, I know its how-abouts but still not something I foresee doing as a career…

I can’t even say I have a career :(, It’s been what? almost 2 years of  being employed yet I don’t see myself growing, I don’t see myself excelling the way I used to…

It’s hard, thinking had been killing me for quite some time, and been afraid of bursting since I know no one will understand, well except for my collegues at work who share  the same sentiments with me…

So here I am again in my gloomy mood, bothered, sad, confused and darn frustrated…If someone throws a simple question at me what I will do in my life for the next 3 years, I’ll just be saying “I don’t know, bahala na” 😦 such a lousy answer, I’m a darn loser…

Everything’s doing well in my life, my only concern is my work, after this contract, I am at lost, but I am still excited to go out…will I find a good I.T job in Singapore, or will I do as my aunt and my mom wants me to, to go to Canada and make a living there, or will I find a place in marketing which I know I have loved doing since college, I dunno, I really don’t know…

I know nobody can help me but myself…

I just have to write this down or else I’ll burst and go insane…I may sound exaggerated, but hey it’s really no joke to be in a situation of being at lost because at the same time…I am scared. 😦

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March 5, 2009 at 5:23 pm (thoughts)

*thank you*

this goes for you…. 🙂

Thank you for teaching me how to love
Showing me what the world means
What I’ve been dreamin’ of
And now I know, there is nothing that I could not do
Thanks to You

For teaching me how to feel
Showing me my emotions
Letting me know what’s real
From what is not
What I’ve got is more that I’d ever hoped for
And a lot of what I hope for is
Thanks to you

No mountain, no valley
No time, no space
No heartache, no heartbreak
No fall from grace
Can’t stop me from believing
That my love will pull me through
Thanks to You

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