a love letter

April 26, 2009 at 8:52 am (thoughts)

I just wanna say how much I love you, in a short span of time, there are so many things which I have come to love about you. You never fail to make me happy, you never fail to boost my confidence when I’m feeling down and most of all you never fail to make me feel so special.

I can never explain my happiness, from you simple texts to your adult-like reminders, when you call me “mahal ko”, when you look into my eyes and tell me you love me. When you kiss me during the least time that I expected, when you grab my hand to kiss or to hold it tight and when you hug me with all your might. I feel all the mixed emotions of being loved, feeling special and overjoyed.

I bet you know how I am so in love with your beaming smile, that’s what I remembered the most when I first met you, and I knew from that time that your someone different. And definitely you are different, since I ended up loving you, you are one true beautiful person, behind your cute face and aura, is your wonderful and genuine persona, you’re full of love and dreams. You have a lot to share and thank you for sharing.

Though I kid you “iyakin” when you cried the night I said yes, that time had proven me that I am a woman of worth, that there is a special guy who have seen more of me beyond what others can see.

I will always be thankful to God for bringing you into my life. Thank you for being there, for making me happy, for loving me, for caring for me, thank you for being proud of me. Thank you for making me a better me.
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You know I never want to make promises, but rest assured that I am yours till you want me to, the same way you said that you are mine. You’re my first and I would love you to be my last.

I will always fear the day when we have to part, I know that it will be very difficult, but I will be willing to go all through that knowing that you will wait for me.

We’re only together for a couple of months but it seems that I have you in the longest time around, I am always looking forward to spending more beautiful days with you.

Nothing special today, I just have to write this down before my heart burst from too much happiness. These are only a few reasons and I still have more than a million reasons to say why I love you.

This cheesy blog goes for you……Bryan 🙂

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desiderata

April 13, 2009 at 2:17 am (thoughts)

I spent Easter Sunday in the office, I was suppose to be sulking and complaining again, but then again, thank God I did not, and thanks to my good friend whom I had a nice YM chat with, she really had me enlightened and made me realize certain things, so there the chat went on, how I wished I have saved it, but unfortunately my jerky foot of mine nudge the computer plug and poof a restart and I lost everything haha but then again I have instilled in my mind all that she said, afterward, as I was starting to get bored again, I landed on “Desiderata”, way back in school I simply read it and this time reading it again had me digest it’s beauty, that all things which I desire should all be geared to being happy.

Below is the poem, read it with the heart…. cheers 🙂

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass.

Take kindly to the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.

Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

Max Ehrmann c.1920

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holy week_ _ _ _ crosswalk

April 9, 2009 at 5:51 am (thoughts)

emo1 Here I am stuck either at home or in the office, I feel too    pathetic and way too jaded…

I envy the people who get to go out of town and enjoy the long weekend rest, many people are probably basking in the beach, having a blast…

Oh well, I still have less than a year of enduring this terrible work schedule,….I’m starting to whine again…. can’t help it…

I guess my situation is my cross…I wouldn’t want to be somber on this since I know this is less of a bigger deal compared to some concerns of other people…I can still manage to bear this and get by…

Shalalala,I think I’m in my pesky mood swings again, tired, bored, agitated, frustrated, I’m in need of a definite boost….

Good thing I opened my email, and happened to go over this message:

Whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine, after the rain….
Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall;
But God’s always ready, to answer your call….
He knows every heartache, sees every tear,
a word from His lips, can calm every fear…
Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish, by dawn’s early light…
The Savior is waiting, somewhere above,
to give you His grace, and send you His love.

Seems that it’s never too late to reflect, I’m always thankful for my blessings, and even though I whine and I sigh with my crosses, I’m 100% confident that I can get through it all…why would I complain and give up, when Jesus Himself didn’t… make sense right? 🙂

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