Food for the undriven soul….

August 23, 2009 at 2:41 am (anything goes)

Since I am so down and upset on how some things are going, I will never let myself be destroyed and be totally shattered to pieces. I would love to see myself up and running again….it’s a good thing that one day, my grandma, brought this book for me to read. Something different to read, to stop and reflect and embrace some life’s learning…

Boss 4 cover studies.indd

And below are some of the author’s (Bo Sanchez) spills which inspired me…I’ll keep this in mind as I wait for my new beginning…

“As you focus and work on your dream, you grow as big as your dream. As you grow your dream, you also keep growing. As you expand your dream, you also keep expanding.”

“If you’re alive, why not be really alive?”

“Complaining accomplishes nothing.

Complaining is useless.”

“People cannot give what they don’t have. If you don’t respect yourself, love yourself, and meet your needs for joy, how can you do the same for others?”

“If you want to be successful, follow simple directions.”

“People who complain will get more of what they’re complaining about.”

“Your greatest curse can turn to be your greatest blessing.”

“No matter what trials come, keep doing the good you’re supposed to do.”

“Your life may be a desert now but your greatness is within you, waiting to be unearthed.”

“Blame robs you of your power to determine your life.”


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down to pieces…

August 23, 2009 at 2:16 am (thoughts)

Life is screwing more, everything’s going fine, until some things just keep getting into my nerves and affecting my system, I can no longer endure the struggle of dragging myself to do things because I “have” to do them and not because I “want” to do them….

There’s a universal difference of “have to” and “want to” and it awfully annoys me to be stuck in situations wherein I have no choice but to do what I “ought” to do…

I have no drive, no passion, no will power to do well and excel. I used to be the kind of person who hates complacency, but here I am discovering my new stagnant, unmoved and nonchalant being, waiting for some things to end. I’m so young to see everything in front of me flushing down the drain; I’m clueless how to continue and how to make things work.

I’m just so sad. I want to be great, I want to be successful, but how the hell am I going to be such if things keeps me from being one. This has been one of my most depressing phases of life, and I seriously wish for its end, before things get totally dead worst.

I want to sleep in infinite slumber. Never have to wake up again in the scrutiny of cruel happenings.

I want to see a happy me, a genuinely happy me, which I have not seen for quite some time.

I want to be of worth again.

This feeling makes me neglect the beauty of other things, I totally appreciate the people in my life who constantly push me, and I loathe those who keep pulling me down.

I’m stuck in the middle of balance. I’m in a serious major problem. I am starting to hate life but at the same time I love it, and why can’t it just be the latter. I am just simply fed up with the misfires.

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