what to do…what to do…

November 21, 2009 at 4:44 am (Uncategorized)

while pondering on this:

I’m a superstitious girl
I’m the worst in the world
Never walk under ladders
I keep a rabbits’ tail
I’ll take you up on a dare
Anytime, anywhere
Name the place, I’ll be there
Bungee jumping, I don’t care

Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life

Life

So after all’s said and done
I know I’m not the only one
Life indeed can be fun
If you really want to
Sometimes living out your dreams
Ain’t as easy as it seems
You wanna fly around the world
In a beautiful balloon

What I have been waiting for is just a few sleeps away, I can finally decide what to do next or where to go from here…So many options, I’m having extreme difficulty choosing, will I go there or some other place, or will I stay, or should I keep my foundation or explore a new one…I am at lost again…

I’m happy, excited, with just the thought of starting a new milestone and leaving a dreaded past, I’ll start anew, build up my career and gear up to start my plans…

I’m scared, what if things won’t work as exactly as how I planned or want them to…what about the people around me…

I’m still on a bumpy ride and no one knows how the hell I’ll be able to manage…I’m just praying for constant guidance and support, hopefully the big GUY up there will backed me up as always…

Just some random thoughts lingering in mind…looking forward to another adventure, still has a lot of unanswered questions and new ideas…
I need enlightenment, I need support, please Lord just be there and I’ll be fine 🙂

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