June 17, 2009 at 12:49 pm (thoughts)

gleiza-0032_028 Allow me to quote this song, back on theΒ  days when I thought I was a princess waiting for my prince charming…I have kept this song in my mind, curious and hoping as to whom I would dedicate it to…who would have thought it would take years for me to recall this song because I have found my one…sweet love πŸ™‚


The first time I saw you
You were walking
Down the beach at night
With the waves bowing down to you
In the bright moon light
Well, it must have been a signal
From up above
Cause deep in my heart
I knew that it was love
And it turns me on like
when the sun goes down
And the moon comes up
Sweet, sweet love like no other man
Has been touched
By this simple process of… love
I wish there was a way to show you
My love is real
But Webster hasn’t found the words
to express how I feel
Well, just like a river
Needs the rain to flow
You’ve warmed a heart
That once was cold, with your love
And it turns me on like
when the sun goes down
And the moon comes up
Sweet, sweet love like no other man
Has been touched
By this simple process of… love

another cheesy blog for you πŸ™‚


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May 10, 2009 at 1:30 pm (thoughts)

Mother’s day is one of the most important dates in my calendar, though I’m never vocal to say how much I am grateful to my mom,Β  this day reminds me how lucky I am to have a mother like her….

I admire all the mothers whom I knew in my life, if I would become a mother myself in the future, I know I’ll be a good one, because I will see to it that I will imbibe motherhood from mom and lola….


I know I’m never a good daughter, I am stubborn and hard headed, I do things and decide on my own.

I completely feel confident and ardent to stand on my own, I seek independence, I intend to be away, I want to achieve my dreams and have the so-called “good life”.

I may sound selfish but I want you to know that you are my inspiration, my drive and my will power to pursue my dreams.

I thank you for being a cool mom, you may never be sweet and affectionate but you never fail to show your love and concern to us.

I may hate you for being such a nagger and being pushy but those won’t matter considering the numerous things I love about you.

Give me just little time mommy, I promise 2 to 3 years from now, I will give you all the things we dreamed of. I will work things out for us.

I thank God for giving me such a wonderful and crazy mom, if I would be granted to have another life, I would like you to become my mom again in a heartbeat.

Happy Mother’s Day!!!

I love you and I will always do….

This one’s for you mommy…

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a love letter

April 26, 2009 at 8:52 am (thoughts)

I just wanna say how much I love you, in a short span of time, there are so many things which I have come to love about you. You never fail to make me happy, you never fail to boost my confidence when I’m feeling down and most of all you never fail to make me feel so special.

I can never explain my happiness, from you simple texts to your adult-like reminders, when you call me “mahal ko”, when you look into my eyes and tell me you love me. When you kiss me during the least time that I expected, when you grab my hand to kiss or to hold it tight and when you hug me with all your might. I feel all the mixed emotions of being loved, feeling special and overjoyed.

I bet you know how I am so in love with your beaming smile, that’s what I remembered the most when I first met you, and I knew from that time that your someone different. And definitely you are different, since I ended up loving you, you are one true beautiful person, behind your cute face and aura, is your wonderful and genuine persona, you’re full of love and dreams. You have a lot to share and thank you for sharing.

Though I kid you “iyakin” when you cried the night I said yes, that time had proven me that I am a woman of worth, that there is a special guy who have seen more of me beyond what others can see.

I will always be thankful to God for bringing you into my life. Thank you for being there, for making me happy, for loving me, for caring for me, thank you for being proud of me. Thank you for making me a better me.

You know I never want to make promises, but rest assured that I am yours till you want me to, the same way you said that you are mine. You’re my first and I would love you to be my last.

I will always fear the day when we have to part, I know that it will be very difficult, but I will be willing to go all through that knowing that you will wait for me.

We’re only together for a couple of months but it seems that I have you in the longest time around, I am always looking forward to spending more beautiful days with you.

Nothing special today, I just have to write this down before my heart burst from too much happiness. These are only a few reasons and I still have more than a million reasons to say why I love you.

This cheesy blog goes for you……Bryan πŸ™‚

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April 13, 2009 at 2:17 am (thoughts)

I spent Easter Sunday in the office, I was suppose to be sulking and complaining again, but then again, thank God I did not, and thanks to my good friend whom I had a nice YM chat with, she really had me enlightened and made me realize certain things, so there the chat went on, how I wished I have saved it, but unfortunately my jerky foot of mine nudge the computer plug and poof a restart and I lost everything haha but then again I have instilled in my mind all that she said, afterward, as I was starting to get bored again, I landed on “Desiderata”, way back in school I simply read it and this time reading it again had me digest it’s beauty, that all things which I desire should all be geared to being happy.

Below is the poem, read it with the heart…. cheers πŸ™‚


Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass.

Take kindly to the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.

Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

Max Ehrmann c.1920

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holy week_ _ _ _ crosswalk

April 9, 2009 at 5:51 am (thoughts)

emo1 Here I am stuck either at home or in the office, I feel tooΒ Β Β  pathetic and way too jaded…

I envy the people who get to go out of town and enjoy the long weekend rest, many people are probably basking in the beach, having a blast…

Oh well, I still have less than a year of enduring this terrible work schedule,….I’m starting to whine again…. can’t help it…

I guess my situation is my cross…I wouldn’t want to be somber on this since I know this is less of a bigger deal compared to some concerns of other people…I can still manage to bear this and get by…

Shalalala,I think I’m in my pesky mood swings again, tired, bored, agitated, frustrated, I’m in need of a definite boost….

Good thing I opened my email, and happened to go over this message:

Whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine, after the rain….
Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall;
But God’s always ready, to answer your call….
He knows every heartache, sees every tear,
a word from His lips, can calm every fear…
Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish, by dawn’s early light…
The Savior is waiting, somewhere above,
to give you His grace, and send you His love.

Seems that it’s never too late to reflect, I’m always thankful for my blessings, and even though I whine and I sigh with my crosses, I’m 100% confident that I can get through it all…why would I complain and give up, when Jesus Himself didn’t… make sense right? πŸ™‚

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March 30, 2009 at 12:00 pm (anything goes)

I’m targeting to hit these places within the year, even if it means going alone :p, nah, of course not, would be better with my favoriteΒ  people…

Bantayan Island, Cebu

I”m just anxious to have my feet in the shores of Bantayan, I’m not really a beach buddy, but I’m a lover of picturesque view of the beach and the sunset…
Everybody seems to come here, might as well join the flare and have fun, I have a few invites though, I’m just looking for the right schedule, maybe even better going here with the special one…

Lucban, Quezon
It’s been ages since I’ve been here, and this Kamay ni Hesus is what I’m looking forward to see…if ever I’ll have the chance to visit Lucena again, I’ll definitely stop over here…

Leslie’s Tagaytay
I’ve heard so much about this place and been wanting to come, my friends are dishing up to set a trip here, and I hope one of these days, we’ll come here too…
I’ll prefer going here than pursuing a trip to HK and Macau, why, hahaha jobhunt agenda… I’m overly excited to do walk-ins, and it will be very possible to stop by at KL too :p

I’m daydreaming today, too lazy to come to work and been wanting to stay at home all day and sleep….and I did it πŸ™‚

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March 29, 2009 at 5:41 pm (Uncategorized)

In the past few months we’ve not been in touched, we’re under one roof, sleeping in one room, sharing the same bed yet the distance is there…

You’ve come to grow up so fast, but I don’t like what’s happening, you know for a fact that I disapprove all what you’ve been up to lately…

I hate it when you snapped at us, I hate it when you come home in the late hours of the night, I hate it when you don’t respond to my texts and calls, I hate you being away from us…

I miss you, though I have been cold as ice to you, I know that you knew that I only care, since we’re young I dreaded any one of you getting into something bad…

I’m just here praying for you to realize some things, to go back to what is right, I will always disapprove you’re wrong doings, but what can I do, you’re still my little sister and I’m ate… I love you and I will always do….

I’m looking forward to shopping and strolling again with you in the mall and stopping by our favorite DQ… πŸ™‚

Happy Birthday Hazel…

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March 24, 2009 at 12:48 pm (anything goes)


(a little bored today…bummer ^_^)

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random thoughts (3)

March 20, 2009 at 6:23 pm (Uncategorized)

Now this postsecret picture really hit me…

As of this moment, I really believed I have sucked up all the stress that I can possibly get, I have these terribly and awfully huge eyebags, terrible skin, unstable weight and I do believe I no longer look my age…

Work has been eating me up, specially the pressure, and building up the passion…Regardless of feeling ugly and demotivated, I still feel the need of doing this, I can always ran away, I can always find another one, good thing I knew myself very well, and I am not just someone who will left anything unfinished or will go off from any commitments.

Most of the time I feel stressed and restless…but I still manage to laugh and smile, that means I’m still fine, I think I will get to my finish line….I believe I am loved by certain people and that’s enough for me to know that I am needed, work is not my only world, I got my family, my friends and him….and such gives me the picture of where I need to be…


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random thoughts (2)

March 20, 2009 at 6:02 pm (Uncategorized)


I don’t recall the last time I cried, the last time I shed a tear…

I feel so indifferent whenever I see myself unmoved with certain emotions that will result to crying…

I always knew that I am strong, and crying will do no good at all, I always believe no one will ever hurt me and no one will ever dare make me cry, but still I regard the thought that I am only human, I am vulnerable, and at some point I know I’ll get hurt, but how will I handle such?…there goes the big question…

I think this is just one crazy thought and senseless blog of mine though…we’ll I just want to say I really have not been able to cry for quite sometime πŸ™‚

Am I that strong or am I being emotionless and way too nonchallant and numb?…hmmm, one thing I’m sure of is that, since I don’t want myself crying and getting hurt, then I will be at my utmost best not to make any soul cry nor get hurt too…

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